Wednesday, April 6, 2011

rejected..

Photobucket i'm pissed off..so much time and effort that i have WASTED to do the work. i'm sick of it; doing the work to only get rejected. you not only pissed me, you pissed the whole group! i mean if you think you can do a better job than me, then by all means, go ahead. yes, you're helping us and i appriciate it but i don't think it will help to perfect it. anwway, not gonna waste my time and effort to vent my anger but i really hope that that person gonna suffer..or fired.. =) and i don't wana talk any topic relating to food to my parents anymore cause everytime i do, they will bring up the subject of me being a vegetarian and how unhappy they are with the decision that i made. tell me, those health experts, is being a vegetarian THAT deadly? does it shortens life? and to my friends who thinks that me being a vegetarian is troublesome, well, i'm sorry that you met me and let me into your life.. plus, my Maple game is not freaking working! i mean it works when i don't feel like playing but it crashes when i wana play. Except for Audition game, which works perfectly fine..i wish Maple can be the same as Adution; IT WON'T FUCKING CRASH. i feel like replacing this old CPU with a newer one, since forever. i never knew a simple game can fucked up my mood. this goes to show that life is fucked up..not sure what's so damn fucking great about life.

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Sunday, March 27, 2011

surprise visit from milo & weiv..

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its been a long time. =)

well, yesterday was a blast! =D a long day out and it felt great with jovine, huimin, kailing, liwei, mavis & stanley! i wished there were more outings with my friends which lasts just like yesterday!

it all begins when i woke up..late. XP i quickly changed and wore my contact lens. i saw my cellphone and jovine sms-ed me! she said that she was going to be late as well, so i thought that i think i could be late as well. so i took my time to make up. =p

stanley and huimin called me and asked where was i. i told them i was on my way and told them angrily that in the past, i was always the one who was early and i have to wait for them, even waited for them for an hour and i did not complain to them. i was kind of pissed but when i arrived, stanley confessed, said he should not be angry with me actually. my anger just evaporated. plus, i was earlier than jovine. (^^)v

we went to IKEA first and have our breakfast/lunch and have our fun; taking pictures of the rooms and act like it was our own home, chatted, gossiped, laughs, so much fun. =D then, Liwei and Mavis need to leave for work and we bid them goodbye and continue our 'adventure'.

jovine and kailing went out first cause they wana eat their hotdog and ice-cream while me, huimin and stanley took our time to walk and take a few pictures. =) we met them and have our little tea-time. we then head off to tampines where we surprised visit liwei. =) hang out a little then, we walked around. i bought a adorable panda bag to put my laptop charger inside. (^^)

after that, it was almost time so we went to a concert, invited by jovine, which was the main reason why we went out in the first place. we went in, watched the play and we didn't really understand the play at all. =X i guess it was the actors and actresses are trying to speak with an american accent but their singaporean accent was still strong and i have to say, they failed trying to speak well. =X that's the cold truth.

anyway, after the play, we went to have our dinner/supper. i kept on worrying about my parents because by then, it was really late for me since i have a curfew and this was my first time being out so late. =X anyway, the food was fucking awesome! well, it's awesome because we were all so hungry! so yeah..(^^) but still, i love the food there..i think i'm gonna eat there again and order the large portion! XP

the last bus was 11.15pm, which is freaking early for a last bus..by the time we ate, it was already about 11.15pm..so we think there won't be any bus so kailing asked her dad if he could fetch her and yeah, he did. as for me, since i lived near, i asked my parents to fetch me. i was actually afraid to ask them cause i was way over my curfew and yet, i have the guts to ask them to fetch me but still, i don't dare to take a taxi alone, even though i live damn near to the location. haha! so yeah, i called them and they insist..thank god! =p

they came, wave to my friends, fetched me home, eat a little chocolate, watched CSI and doze off on the bed. =X morning comes and the first thing i do is showered. haha! i know, i'm disgusting, didn't showered the minute i came home but that's me..so fuck off if you find me disgusting. >=p

ate my breakfast and watched CSI all the way. right now, i'm a CSI addict! =D watching my ninth season already! going to the tenth! woo~

then, at about 7pm - 8pm, miroshini and warangkana gave me a surprise visit! =D i was totally in shock that i did not even trust them! XD i changed in a slightly proper attire and went to look out the window to see if they really did come. and oh my god, they really came! o.O i remembered telling myself, 'oh my god! they really came! they're freaking crazy!' but of course, in a good way. =) and i was smiling to myself..!

i greeted them, jessie and milo kept on barking non-stop that my angry mother had to pulled her behind of my house. we talked some more, joke, being such a perverts (-_-)". soon, it was my dinner time and they left. its been so long since i seen them and i was really happy to have finally met them! =)

so now, i'm back to watching CSI and talking to all my friends! <3

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Saturday, January 29, 2011

my beloved precious...

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my pets are getting older and health issues are making their life difficult..

it is very difficult for me to go through life ever since my precious baby, milo and jessie has some issues on their health..especially milo.......

jessie has a swollen lump under her tongue and it is actually due to either an infection or a trauma. what was swollen was actually one of her salivary gland. but it is not life threatening, which is a good news for us. She just had to take medicines to reduce the swelling..BUT..the swelling might recur so it is still a bad news for us...

now, for milo, we send him to the vet as soon as she started crying in pain when i touched him a week ago. the veternarian told us the bad news. that he got hip dysplasia. its common for milo breed; labrador retriever, to have this health issue..it really breaks my heart to see him in pain..

i don't know what to do..
i just don't want to accept the fact..

my beloved precious babies..
i love you so much..

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Saturday, January 1, 2011

a brand new year have arrived!

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yeah yeah..a brand new year has arrived. somehow, i don't feel any difference. it's still the same. the only difference is the time that had passed. and due to the fucked up stuffs that happened last year,2010, i was not looking forward to counting down the time with my friends yesterday.

so yeah, my friends came to my house yesterday to have a count down mini gathering and to also celebrate my cold-blooded friend, jobine, a.k.a, jovine. XD we ate, listen to Korean songs, played pool, surf the net, watch telly, played sparkles (which was literally chocking us!), cam-whore, and finally, the ultimate count down. i have to be honest, i was not really excited as i was last year. maybe it's shows how really fucked up 2010 was and because of it, i lost my interest and excitement about any new year arrival.

anyway, how i spent on the first day of 2011 is to meet up with my team members to finish up my little so-called project. only the 3 of us met up. the other 2 is either not contactable or busy. *sigh~* ride the train home together and went our separate ways.

so yeah, i feel immune to anything now. like i'm emotionless. but a little sleepy. XP
and i got no new year resolution cause i know it will be fucked up anyway.

how fucked up the world has become.

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Sunday, December 19, 2010

*knock knock* 'who's there?' 'THE HOLIDAYS!'

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yup! the holidays are finally here! but sadly, it will only last for a mere 2 weeks.. =( plus, i'll be in taiwan, which i don't even want to go!!! because of my brother, i'm forced to go. *sigh*

i know you guys out there reading this will be like 'what the fuck?! you should count yourself lucky that you can go to an awesome country!' well, i don't feel that way. i heard the food there is incredible but since i'm a vegan, it's no use, right? and the things they sell they is nice? well, i'll have to see about that. since i'm a japan-freak, they better sell fashion that are related to the japanese; since i heard my friend say their fashion sense is quite close to the japanese.

plus, i told myself that i don't want to step into any part of China, due to their cruelty to animals, or any countries for that matter. i'm a indoor person so i like to stay at home. (maybe it's due to my parent's level of strictness on whether i can go out) i don't know...

anyway, today is the second day since school stopped and i can't enjoy my holidays because my damn fucked up school placed the exam week to when school reopens! literally! i start school on the 3rd of jan and my exam will start on the 4th of jan! oh my fucking god! it's totally unfair!

i have a module called entrepreneurship, which i have to showcase my business plan in front of probably a large audience and my team have not even started! and i'll be in taiwan for about a week! so half of my holidays are gone and when i come back, me and my team need to rush for our presentation! WHAT THE FUCK?!

i don't even have time to enjoy my holidays with my friends, whom i made a promise to them to hang out with them. but with a packed schedule, i think my promise gonna have to be broken. *sorry guys! don't blame me!*

so yeah, as the years go by, my life gets even suckier..

*sigh~*
CSI + pink carbonated drink + green peas snack time.....
kinda pathetic don't you think?

oh! i've forgotten to mention..
my IG has choosen me to be the libraian
which basically print scores and carry the conductor's stand..
i should be happy and proud right?
but i'm not...

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Thursday, December 9, 2010

feel like partial-ing!

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today's module is creative concept, which is all about being creative..dats all.. (-_-)"

so now, i seriously feel like partial-ing! it simply means to just go home early..LOL!

last night, i doze off, which never happens before during weekdays! o.O so it must be a sign that i'm tired right? lols..! plus, i plan to not go to guitar practice because i have enough of it and i seriously need a rest! >=( but, i just received an email that the practice that day is compulsory! fuck!!! plus, next tuesday is another compulsory practice since they are choosing another president for the IG. damnit..

but on the brighter side, during the december holidays, i will be going to taiwan for about one week so i won't be going to practice! YES! a freaking break is what i fucking need!

1 more minute to class so i better end it off..see ya~

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Saturday, December 4, 2010

the destroyed past...

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now, i'm in college. no more a high school student anymore. and i finally learnt how to let go of the past. sometimes, i feel that since the past has forgotten about me, maybe, i should forget about it.

of course, i can't forget it totally but no matter how much i wish the past would come back, that wish will never be fulfilled. i might as well learn to move on; like what all my friends and family say. even a flip phone is hard to get these days. as a matter of fact, there will never be a flip phone sold anymore. (except for japan cellphones)

these few days, little things upset me. maybe because of my mood swings? i don't know. there are other things that upset me like my grades, cellphones, facilitators, laptop, but mainly friends.

since my tests are over, i better catch up with my friends so i don't lose touch with them.

recap of the day:
~ parents fetch my to school
~ DMA module today
~ made a advertisment about F1, which is surprisingly easier to do than last week's lesson
~ finished early and passed it up early
~ did RJ and and slack in class while waiting for the time to pass
~ suppose to go for a japanese activity in school which is held today and tomorrow but my friend forgotten and she have a meeting with her colleagues, which cannot be cancelled but no matter. hopfully, a same activity will be held again.
~ went to meet up with GenRe members
~ travelled all the way to bras basah to watch my conductor, Alex, performing.
~ after performance, took bus 7 from there with one of my friend, Fatin
~ parents came to fetch me from bedok interchange
~ went home, had whip potato and cheese fries (tired to eat the fries with barely any cheese and mayonise)
~ watch a little 'Frasier'
~ logged on Twitter and Facebook
~ had my high blood tested
~ blogged
~ now, i need to take a shower....

everything changes with time..and that's what i hate.......

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